i hate myself.
I am quite annoyed.
I forced myself up 1 hour earlier than my usual wake up time (excluding the extra snooze) and got myself ready because there was supposedly a VERY IMPORTANT meeting today.
And just as i was about to step out of the house, the meeting is CANCELLED. Reason being? Personal.
OKAY............what else can i say? Nua for 1 hour before going off to work LOR!
And the worst thing of all? I slept at 6am feeling half drunk. Okay, not half drunk but..head giddy leh!
Watched the semi-finals last night at Mono. Martell + food + ktv + soccer + fun people = SHIOK
Sidetrack, my dog is damn annoying today. Kept irritating everyone by literally poking her nose into what we're doing.
and continuing from my subject title: ..even if it means being called the worst names ever, I will not and never will i regret.
I'm not usually a person who buy things on impulse. Neither am i usually a person who spends a lot.
But something had been so wrong with me lately, i couldnt resist the temptation to splurge.
Nevertheless, i welcome you to my life, my new Loewe Napa Mundo.
I disappoint myself very much today by sleeping through 4 alarms at 11am, 11.30am, 12pm and 1pm. My aim today was to paint my nails while tanning then hit the gym because i am getting damn fat.
My alarm rang but i didnt wish to wake up because i could hear my parents screaming and shouting at each other and i thought it would be better if i remained in dreamland. The next thing i knew, it was 4.30pm.
Sigh, my life, totally turned topsy turvy!
He was merely an acquaintance, saying hi or bye with a friendly smile whenever we see or walk aby each other. Someone who was in the same committee during my poly days. Someone who i hardly know but someone who i will always remember.
We had camps, we had fun, we smiled, we laughed, we cheered.
And learning the fact that he had moved on, i broke down. Knowing the truth that he's gone and that i'll never see or hear from him again, i cried.
I couldnt believe nor accept this as the truth. Even though we were never close to begin with and i could even count the number of words we exchanged, but still, he's somebody that i know, and it really pains me to know that he had left.
Life....too vulnerable, too unpredictable.
You'll always be missed, and missed by many.
Rest in peace, Clifton.
Love this song. Duffy - Hanging on too long.
It was just my mistake
Thinking you cared
It was just my mistake
Thinking you'd be there
That you'd be by my side
And that you wouldn't lie
My mistake
It was just my false hope
Thinking we'd last, yeah
It was just my false hope
Forgot all your pests
All those girls you denied
Smashed up hearts hung out to dry
I know it's wrong
Hanging on too long
I know it's wrong
Hanging on too long
But I beat 'em all
Hanging on too long
I was a fool for you
Right from the start, yeah
I was a fool for you
Hoping for a spark
For some kind of sign
That you would be mine
I know it's wrong, I do
Hanging on too long
And I know it's wrong
Hanging on too long
My heart was clutching
To one fair right
My head was pumping
It could put up a fight
I know it's wrong
Hanging on too long
And I know it's wrong
Hanging on too long
And I need to move on
I'm hanging on too long
I know it's wrong
Hanging on too long
And I know it's wrong
Hanging on too long
Happy advanced 21st birthday my darling Jinli!!
Glad you enjoyed our companionship last night. Dinner + Partyworld and glad you liked our lil present + angbao for you.
8 years of friendship, what else can i say? We love you!!
I am sooooo....having a mixed feeling.
I almost spent another 2k+ yesterday whilst shopping. Thank goodness for being indecisive, i couldnt decide between 3 bags i was eyeing at so i didnt buy any. And i am so angry, because Paragon was packed with people and the queue to Prada, Gucci and Miu Miu was so long!! I didnt have the time to wait, so Eunice and I didnt enter at all. Now, is that a blessing in disguise?
Sigh..so vexed, which bag should i get?
Yves Saint Laurent Middle Overseas Python.
Old model, hate the big bottom, but on sale!!! Very worthed it to buy after the discount! So tempting!!
Loewe Napa Mundo in Brown or Champange Gold.
New arrival! Something different,unique design from the other bags i have. Quite love it! Mixed opinions from my friends though, what say you?
Loewe Amazona Medium Leather Brown or Suede Black.
Classic. I usually prefer shoulder bags but this is not. So, its something different from what i have too! Very spacious, just what i needed.
Sigh..what should i get? Old design but sale (cheap!!), new design but dont know if it can put in many stuffs, or classic but non shoulder bag?
Oh anyway, im listening to Duffy now and it rocks !
When was the last time you laughed so hard that everyone else was staring at you?
When was the last time you reminisce the past with people you knew for almost a decade?
When was the last time somebody actually listened to what you really wanted to say?
And when was the last time you didnt walk away?
When was the last time you sat alone and gaze?
When was the last time you snuggle up in bed the whole day?
When was the last time you wallow in self-pity?
And when was the last time you really wanted to get away?
When was the last time you tried to confess how you feel?
When was the last time you wish you didnt know?
When was the last time you said it was all okay?
And when was the last time you figured it was just the other way?
When was the last time you couldnt sleep after tossing for a night?
When was the last time you shocked yourself up after a terrible fright?
When was the last time you calmed yourself down with a hoegardden?
And when was the last time you set free your burden?
When was the last time you watched the raindrops dance?
When was the last time you wished time will stand still and always stay the same?
When was the last time you smiled geniuinely?
And when was the last time somebody said something you really wanted to hear so badly?
When was the last time i really felt happy? Just when will you finally come back to me...?
* yours truly.
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